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march 25th 2025
feeling EXTREMELY anti work right now - march 25th 2025

Today at work we had a walkthrough of campus. For those who don't know, (which is probably none of you) I work as a graphic designer at a college campus for the dining company hired by them. Think angelshark,cabbage bark, carbon arc, carpet shark, etc..

Anyway, we had a walkthrough of campus to all of our locations because the COO of the company is coming because his daughter is considering coming to the University. This is a whole other thing that annoys me that because the guy is the COO of the company his daughter gets a all access tour of the place for free. Why do people who are rich always get free stuff when they're the ones that need it least? Again, off track, so we're going around on this tour and I'm asked to go on because half of marketing is away on a work trip where really are they're doing is partying at night and then going to presentations hungover the next day to just do it again the next night. I'm not invited to these marketing trips because I'm hourly and hourly people at my company can't do anything. AGAIN ANYWAY, i'm on this walk with the directors of campus and jesus christ why do people in leadership positions have no manners? no people skills? no basic regard for other people? I'm already tired of talking about it lol

I read a reddit post that suggests that alot of people in corporate leadership positions are narcassists and sociopaths and yk what I actually do believe it! It makes a lot of sense because they really only are nice and conscious of people that benefit them or that they see as equals. They don't care if I percieve them as rude because realistically there is nothing I can do about it. It is well known yet still so irking to me!! And furthermore there was recently a "town hall" with regional HR, they did the whole "this is a safe space" nonsense. And then when people actually started voicing their woes there was no acknowledgement. People were literally saying, "I bust my ass off to sell meal plans for you and I don't even get a bonus for it." and their was response was literally just "ok."

Bottom line is, I am so tired of corporate america right now and capitalism in general. Working my life away, and I don't even make enough to enjoy all the world has to offer with the little time I do have off.
Blegh